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Name: mike
Location: Syracuse
Gender: Male
Interests: i race at oswego speeway may threw september i have fucking awsome friends i am totally into the punk/rock/techno stufffff... ARMOR FOR SLEEP, PANIC! AT THE DISCO, hello goodbye. death cab for cutie, bright eyes, shiny toy guns, architechture in helsinki, the daylights, le tigre, the sounds, jenny lewis, the postal service, tilly and the wall, tegan and sara, stars, interpol, dandy warhols, the rocket summer, the decemberists, the arcade fire, aqua lung, the faint, feist, freezepop, lovedrug, gold frapp, frou frou, the stokes, the fray, artic monkeys, the new amsterdams, the unicorns, metric, the spill canvas, the matches, the who, the cure, the velvet underground, david bowie, pink floyd, led zeppelin, van halen, the rolling stones, the beatles, bob dylan, billy joel, 311, Abreaction, Afi, Anberlin, The Ataris, Billy Talent, Blink 182, Blue October, Boys Night Out, BRAND NEW, BRIGHT EYES, Cat Power, Coheed & Cambria, Coldplay, COPELAND, Cranberries, The Cure, Cursive, The D4, The Dark
Expertise: driving and racing, playing football
Occupation: track saftey crew, offical car
Industry: Government
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AIM:  crazydriver32989
AIM:  xTHE ONLY MCx
ICQ:  crazydriver
Yahoo:  crazydriver329899
Member Since:
8/28/2005
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| well its wednesday and umm i sent what could of been the best thing i had gonig down the tube..i havent slept since sunday night im a mess i cant eat or even look at food...people would say "o0o shes just a girl" shes more than a girl to me..she was my world and now that my world has come to a crashing end....i feel likethis is becoming a end for me..i really pushed things beyond the border all because of stupidity the last 48 hours have been nothing but hell i love her but she 99% has nothing left for me i dont blame her.... im kinda hoping this is all a bad dream i was thinking last night what could i do to make it all up o her then i relized nothing f i showed up ether i was going to get pucnhed or ignored if i sent her something it would probjust get dealeted... this shit i did for her i did for no other girl because this one is more special to me than any girl i have ever meet..im sitting here wondering will she ever talk to me again?? i hope so even if were just friends and nothing happens between us i could deal with that...the pain i feel right now is worse than ever..im not asking people to feel bad for me im asking people charish what u have because the next day they could be gone like what happend to me... i wish i could of droped that phone that night i wish i never said that shit in my messages but its to late now... to anybody interested im not looking for a relationship at this point gimmie idk month maybe two before i go find a new girlfriend i kno i cant dwel on this for long but its just so hard to move on... i couldnt get threw these last 48hours w/o brittany and pam they helped me so much thxsguys :). im gonna leave everyone a note life is a road it splits of in many directions dont look down keep paying attention and take that road that you think will do you best because you dont know when one day u might hit a pot hole and go off.. | | |
| hey everyone figured id update this during computer apps..... well me and anna broke up :-[ it does hurt cuz i was getting close to her..but she needs to straighten her life out...i want her to be happy she says she still wants to be with me i guess thats a positive i was hopeing tho we say screw it to what we said that night and help her while were togather... i think im seeing her this week idk yet i kno well it fuckin snowed last night we have up to inch here in scriba/new haven im kinda bummed out tho brittany's partyis next saturday night and i want her to have it but it might be snowed out...i got her gift for her the other day i think she i wll like it : ) i think its a pretty cool gift guess we have to wait and see.. my lawyer came into school today about a incident that happend yesturday with a teacher the incident goes as follows hes trying to make me paay for a trip im not going on so i said "like hell you are." and he threaten to court marshall me if i dont pay the military..of coarse me being me i laughed and he got pissed...my lawyer said to me and the principle i have a case because i didnt sign anything and he cant press charges on me if it wasnt a agreement in writing so i got done with that at about 9 today filling out papers since then it has been a another long and rough day MC™ | | |
| well its been awile since i updated this i figured id do this during computer apps..everything has been pretty decent lately i recently meet a girl named anna :)we have been dating for about a week and a half i like her alot we got off to a ruff start tho but i "think" everything is ok now i kno sometimes tho i do get on her nerves its not like i try to. Some nights i wonder if she even wants to talk because of me being a lil crazy but when im around her i feel happy; i feel better than ever i havent felt like that in a long time. Theres something about her i just cant put my finger on it tho.. on a unhappier note effing cheyanna is getting on my nerves shes mad cuz i wont date her again but i wont go threw the "suffering" again i kno im being a ass and frankly i dont care any friggen more im sick of trying to be nice to her and then somethings backfires we were getting close again then i relized oo no not again and i backed out this time i was smart (something im not great at) These last few weeks have deffinitly been up and down me and mallory started talking again :) i feel bad for her tho she has to put up with alot of shit ..her bf is treating her like shit im about to get involved and tell him grow the fuck up i hate seeing her like this... Britty my best friend i love her to death me and her have been threw alot togather the last 6 months or so..im excited to see her in two weeks i havent seen her since january eeeekkkk same with emilybut i havent talk to emily much i do miss talking to her all the time but when summer comes i think we will get close again she she is like a lil siter to me Anna<3 MC© | | |
| People say there ur close friends but then dont talk to u for weeks on end hahah righhtttt,, what true friends they are right? this go's for couple of pple cmon u say im ur friend but u dont even talk to me except when upple have problems...or u want something u kno i have problems to but i dont run to pple i help myself!
Anyways.... i meet someone new she is amazing i wont give out anmes just because of its MYSPACE! but she makes me smile so much she doesnt hang me out to dry like the past few girls ive known i care about her so much.... and i kno she cares about me its been awile since i found someone that cares about me just as much as she does.
Life......its actully isnt going to bad i had to make some rough choices but i think there for the good some are temporarly and others are for ever....i was actullly so happy nascar was back on i was so stoked i cant believe that final lap ugh such a good race....anyways.....on a more real subject ITS VACATION! haha u gotta love being one of the very few skools who actully got this whole week off im stoked bored for a week wat could be better..........i kno my pictures are like two weeks outdated blah blah blah ill update them soon .....well im off for a bit ill update in a week or so
MC
top 5 songs
5. secondhand serenade - maybe
4. gym class heros - cupid's chokehold
3. lifehouse - storm
2. ASTERIA - a lesson in charades!!!!
1. A day to rememeber - you had me at hello
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,
and each road leads you where you want to go,
and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
if it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too, Yeah, this, is my wish.
I hope you never look back, but you "never" forget,
all the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
and you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
and always give more than you take.
But More than anything, Yeah, more than anything,
My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish. |
| | Wednesday, February 14, 2007 | alright im not mad at anyone right now that means u britt i just had to get away from everything for a lil bit. i feel like i put my heart out and it was stabbed life is rough sometime like right now...i feel like she sometime wants to isolate her self from me cuz she knows it must hurt me to see her with another guy and yea it does but its life im going to have to deal with it... nobdy knows what ive been threw the last 2 weeks and i want nobody to go threw the pain that i have been encounting.. maybe its just me, couldn't she believe that everything i said and did, wasn't just for me it was for the both of us. i don't think that i have the strength to let her go but i need to somehow someway. I was alone one night and i was wasting all of my time just thinking of her so when i come back we'll make it better |
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